I Shrugged softly "what do you want to do?

"Meh ill go....just to see if anyone remembers me"

"Alright" j whisoered

I chuckled. "What? Is something wrong?" I said pulling her close do our lips were almost touching

I glanced at his lips long enough for him to notice "not really" I whispered softly looking up at him after licking and biting my lip softly

I noticed her gaze and smirked before kissing her slowly and teasingly pulling away

I made a small voice of complaint then I pulled him closer by gripping his shirt

I chuckled and raised a brow. "Yeah?"

i kissed him again softly then shoved him down on the bed "youre such a tease" i whispered smirking

I stood up and nodded. "It a gift"

i scoffed and shoved him again and then straddled him "where do you think youre going?" i asked letting go of the messy bun and smirked at him

I chuckled. "I'm guessing no where fast"

"you catch on fast" i smirked then my expression softened "i love you" i whispered softly "i always had" i said
he doesnt love you back... he never did... never will i bit my lip and just kissed him hard why even try... he only wants your body... youre never good enough... thats why your mother committed suicide and left you to rot in your fathers hands... everyone thinks youre desperate... and thats what you are.. a sad lonely girl, who is desperate to be loved i pulled away tears streaming down my face, i looked at him wide eyed and then slowly got off of him and walked slowly to the bathroom locking myself in there sinking to the floor, tears never ending

I got up, furrowing my brow. "What's wrong?" I called as I walked towards to the door.

i just kept quiet letting the tears fall
thats right... hes sacred his secret got out... hes scared that his little toy broke, and guess what it did

i clutched my head holding my ears... "go away" i whispered talking to the voices "you arent real"

we are real to you... and we will always be here... haunting your every second

"youre not real" i repeated crying harder

I sighed and focused, pressing my palm pn the door. "Babe, are you okay? If I must ill break this door to splinters"

i opened the door walking out and started to fumble with the front door trying to unlock it

I grabbed her wrist and turned her to face me. "What's wrong!"

"n-nothing" i whispered shaking my head to cover my face with my hair "its nothing" i whispered shaking crying "you dont love me do you" i whispered "no one does.. no one ever did.. no one ever will" i said falling to the floor on my knees crying

I took a. Step closer and picked her up. "I do....I love you more than anything you could possibly imagine."

"but what if you dont" i whispered quietly "what if someone better comes along.... why me?" i asked crying still

I rolled my eyes. "Nobody is better for me than you, you had me since. We first met"

"and then you forgot about me for practically 10 years" i whispered "10 years!"

"I had to! Alright! Everyone....everyone I remembered came to a bloody end....all of them killed by me."

i kissed him softly "its not your fault" i whispered softly